tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post114369755292969075..comments2009-06-02T16:50:22.742-04:00Comments on The Re-Education of Lakia Holmes: Why Do I Feel So Sad?Lakiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11580654145630324074noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1144307209385514092006-04-06T03:06:00.000-04:002006-04-06T03:06:00.000-04:00ry@n: i take this time to say stephen is not a jum...ry@n: i take this time to say stephen is not a jumpoff. i tried to make him my "jumpoff", but he denied me. now that i think about it, maybe that's why i feel so sad? once again stephen, what are you frontin' for?Lakiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11580654145630324074noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1144196848335670742006-04-04T20:27:00.000-04:002006-04-04T20:27:00.000-04:00stephen: what are you frontin' for?stephen: what are you frontin' for?Lakiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11580654145630324074noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1144192559233640682006-04-04T19:15:00.000-04:002006-04-04T19:15:00.000-04:00ki@: that list would probably be the shortest web ...ki@: that list would probably be the shortest web log of all entire human history. <BR/><BR/>ry@n: please stay in utah.Stephenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00973935026872349062noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1144139372616635712006-04-04T04:29:00.000-04:002006-04-04T04:29:00.000-04:00ry@n: you're always the one with the witty remarks...ry@n: you're always the one with the witty remarks. what has going back to utah done to you? and i have to agree, stephen is stupid...oh if i could just list the ways. then again maybe i can, but that might have to be another post all it's own. i miss you and hopefully i'll be seeing you soon.Lakiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11580654145630324074noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1144028566367113552006-04-02T21:42:00.000-04:002006-04-02T21:42:00.000-04:00amy: as you well know, recently i've been in the h...amy: as you well know, recently i've been in the habit of letting my self experience emotions. and you're right, it was a little hurtful, but i'm somewhat beginning to feel some happiness from the decision i made.<BR/><BR/>cam: you've totally helped me in so many ways. reading your comment made me remember all the things i used to write in my spiral notebooks. i found some of them and have been going through them. i found some interesting things, but i'm hoping that no one else will feel the lows i felt at that time. stepping outside of myself has shown me some new and intriguing things about who i am. a later post will cover that.Lakiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11580654145630324074noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143997732335315652006-04-02T13:08:00.000-04:002006-04-02T13:08:00.000-04:00wait a second. is becky lafollete home already? th...wait a second. is becky lafollete home already? that's pretty crazy.Stephenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00973935026872349062noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143964233524299892006-04-02T03:50:00.000-04:002006-04-02T03:50:00.000-04:00I LOVE YOUR GUTS!!! Actually I love all of you not...I LOVE YOUR GUTS!!! Actually I love all of you not just your guts. Being Sad is part of mortality, but always remember that it is the purpose of your Heavenly Father and Saviour to bring about your happiness. (moses 1:39) Christ suffered that you might find healing. He has borne your griefs and carried your sorrows (mosiah 14:5) So when things feel sad...as they will at times...Think of Him, keep praying like you have been. Think about Christ and all the blessing He brings to you...and SMILE!! Its okay to have sad moments, as long as you have lots of happy one's too. YOU ARE AMAZING!!!! Dont ever forget it!!!!! PS, your my favorite...don't tell Sister Beames :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143869484098351872006-04-01T00:31:00.000-05:002006-04-01T00:31:00.000-05:00This entry reminds me of a They Might Be Giants so...This entry reminds me of a They Might Be Giants song. It's called 'sad'. Like most of their songs, I don't quite know what they mean, and don't think they should be read into too much. But the song goes something like this.<BR/><BR/><B>No one knows these things <BR/>But me and him.<BR/>So I'm writing everything down<BR/>In a spiral notebook,<BR/>In the hopes that someday<BR/>All the people will feel<BR/>As low as this.<BR/>Sad, sad, sad, sad.<BR/>Why must I be sad?<BR/>With rows of dandylions growing<BR/>All around me,<BR/>Why must I be sad?</B> <BR/><BR/>I think it's often hard to know why we feel the way we do, the same way it's difficult to see what the back of our heads look like. One has to 'step outside oneself', metaporically speaking, of course, not physically. That would be wierd.<BR/><BR/>I'm sorry this isn't more helpful.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143751169481807682006-03-30T15:39:00.000-05:002006-03-30T15:39:00.000-05:00kia,you always risk being hurt when you let yourse...kia,<BR/>you always risk being hurt when you let yourself experience emotion. it's the only way you'll know REAL happiness, and it also means you will feel sad sometimes, too. i would say that being afraid to live because you are afraid of not being in control is worse.<BR/><BR/>"Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed." <BR/>-Storm Jamesonamyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14225539177715566404noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143746743654475022006-03-30T14:25:00.000-05:002006-03-30T14:25:00.000-05:00petey,having control over my emotions has been wha...petey,<BR/>having control over my emotions has been what has gotten me through most of my life. now that i think about it, it's probably what led to my downfall. not having control over everything scares me and there's been many times where i try my best to feel happy, but something comes to totally destroy the happiness i was feeling. so i guess my point is, let's say i start letting myself feel things, is there a chance i could only make myself feel worse?Lakiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11580654145630324074noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143740167560189472006-03-30T12:36:00.000-05:002006-03-30T12:36:00.000-05:00kia.just like you said. things take time. you've...kia.<BR/>just like you said. things take time. you've got a lot going on right now, goodness and drama. and the truth is, its only been a couple of weeks. there's nothing wrong with feeling sad, it's apart of being human. as long as you're trying to be happy eventually it will come. but don't expect to always have full control over you emotions all the time. sometimes you gotta just let yourself feel things.peteyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04118724965106211243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24928073.post-1143718107936568622006-03-30T06:28:00.000-05:002006-03-30T06:28:00.000-05:00probably the hot chocolate you had on saturday.probably the hot chocolate you had on saturday.amyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14225539177715566404noreply@blogger.com